Is your consciousness elevating your household or weighing it down?

 
Is your consciousness elevating your household or weighing it down?  Exam the self honestly, authentically, lovingly and with forgiveness. My mama used to say, "if she or he knew better she/he would do better."  Now that we are learning and knowing better, let us do better.

Conscious Parenting - Commitment - How are you Parenting?
"Both partners intentionally and fully committed to the relationship and parenting, knowing that they will be challenged and stretched beyond their limits to touch dimensions they never knew existed! The more you honorably put your whole energy into your commitment, the more you feel the experience of fulfillment. Call upon your inner strength and you will be carried through the challenges into the blessing. Worrying is prayer in reverse. Prayer is connecting your mind with your inner, Infinite strength."

"In order to create trust and understanding, first understand the opinion of your partner, present your opinion, and then elevate each other.  Open a space for development and change; do not push your opinions." (Conscious Pregnancy)

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS

With love,
Angela

11 Pounds of Love & 22.5 inches long

A Woman’s journey through Childbirth, Come What May She is Willing, Available and Ready… for her answer is always Yes!

What Does It Take for a Woman to give birth… and to give birth naturally at home?

                 Many feelings are pouring through me now, I am in a Hallelujah moment of praise God, Praise God, Praise God and Thank you, thank you, thank you thank you Lord!  I am filled with love for my God, for mothers, all mothers and women who labor and give birth.  So many tears at the surface ready to explode from me because I witnessed God’s miraculous grace of birth yet again…. My Lord, my Lord.

                 I must tell you, there is so much in my soul, so much in my heart, so much in the very seat of my existence.  I am ripe with the Spirit of Life coursing through my veins in this very moment.  Awed am I by the birth process, in complete adoration for my beloved client Sarah!   The Lord Thy God moved upon her, within her, around her, was her, is her!  Mother Earth, Divine Mother birthing Her beloved son from within her womb and Sarah repeatedly, resoundingly says Yes! Come what may! Yes! Come what may! Yes! No matter how long, Yes!  No matter that the previous birth was four hours, Yes!  For her child, she surrendered herself, gave it up and let go.  I will birth Holy Mother as you direct me!  I will so submerge myself into Your trust that I will not know myself, for I will only know myself as Thee, The Divine Feminine.   

                 Just as You (Mother Earth) grow forth as a flower, a weed, a tree, a fruit from Your Womb of deep dark nurturing soil,  in spite of the conditions around You, You birth and do so naturally without, I may add fertilizer, or so called nutrients that man may give so that You can flourish more freely.  Mother Earth need not bother with such things.  She will grow Her life and give birth in the most extraordinary circumstances… and “comfort” being the least importance of them all!  Mother will bring forth a green blade of grass through cement because She can.  She will travel along, just underneath the Earth’s surface, 12 inches below the cement until she finds a crack in the opening and she will come up from within the sliver of a crack to announce  I AM.  No barrier, no obstruction, no fire, no flood, no blizzard, will keep Mother from birthing her children!  I am the seed of Life and I will have My way!  I, Mother Earth, will shake, rattle, roll, weep through rain,  floods, blow through hurricanes, tornados, tsunamis, burn through fire to  realign the core of My soil (My Womb), so that My children within Earth, upon Earth will be safe and renewed.   It will look to the human eye like catastrophe and complete devastation!  But know this I Am always in labor somewhere in and around this World.   If the effects of My spinal adjustment at the Earth’s core is not felt yet in the West, it will be, in the North it will be, in the South, it will be, in the East it will be.  Japan is My child, as is this entire World, this entire Universe is My child/My Womb… because I AM.  I AM everything and I AM nothing all at the same time.  Don’t try to figure it out, it just IS.  When the pressure within and upon My Womb gets to be too much pressure, I Self-heal and realign Myself, My spine. 

                 As a woman labors, so do I.  My Uterus (Earth-Womb) contracts (earthquake), when My Uterus squeezes the life I carry within it (all of you, my children are squeezed and must breathe).  I have a bloody show and My water breaks (tsunami, hurricanes, tornados, rain).   I will do what I have always done since the beginning of time (whenever that was) to continue to Self-heal, maintain balance, to be harmonious within My Universe.  You see, there is an Divine Order to all things.  As pressure builds, it must be released… so be it. 

                 Not all babies make it through labor, not all human beings will make it through My labor and contractions.  It is not a bad thing, it is the way of Life.  I AM calling all to more loving, more heart-centeredness.   When man-made inventions become too heavy upon My Earth-Womb, I will adjust Myself and do what is natural and all children will adjust with their Mother.  Some go kicking and screaming, but no matter, the adjustment will take place sooner or later (in consciousness and physically).   I AM LOVE.  All of My children are Love.  I have birthed each of you from My Womb and made a home (Earth) for you.   The time will come when you will take care of your home (Earth) and truly know that all of your brothers and sisters are welcome upon it.   For I have deemed it so.  Now, your brothers and sisters in Japan, Libya are experiencing many challenges, pray, give, shed tears for them, hug them, love them and, let them know they have done nothing to "deserve this".

                             To My Beloved Child Sarah!  You give birth as I Direct!  You are a teacher and leader among women Sarah, a leader to women upon the planet who choose to give birth to their babies (My Beloved Children).  It was My energy that infused you, Sarah, My grace, My core, My strength.  Sarah said yes to “the Divine Mother,”  no matter what come,  she was  steadfast Mother to bring forth her earthly son through My Womb as her. 

     11 pounds of baby is nothing when I AM has taken over and I AM has fully taken over when woman-mother has surrendered her soul to the I AM ,– she trusts herself, she trusts in Divine Mother… and together as one Sarah, we birthed Our son.  I am proud of you Spiritual Woman, Daughter of Mine!  Well Done! Well Done! Well Done!

Happy New Year! Wednesday 01-04-12- Prenatal Yoga 7:15pm @ Seventh Chakra Yoga!

 

Happy New Year Mamas-to-Be and Mamas-to-Be Again!  

Well this is it!  This is the year that your baby will be born 2012!  Why not start you and baby off right with Prenatal Yoga this Wednesday at 7:15!  Deep breathing and stretching really helps the baby, giving him or her all that much needed oxygen to grow that intelligent brain and body!  Not to mention the completely blissed-out and relaxing state YOU, mama will be in!  You'll sleep better too!  See this Wednesday!

Join our MEETUP GROUP and be a part of ongoing prenatal support!  Click on the link below!

 http://www.meetup.com/Orange-County-Prenatal-Yoga-Moms-to-Be-Birthing-Consciously/

            I am passionate and so happy to finally be teaching yoga again, especially prenatal yoga.  When a woman commits to herself, her pregnancy, her child, she will take the steps necessary and required of her to maintain her health and wellbeing throughout the pregnancy.  Being committed and having a consistent yoga practice is so important to a pregnant woman's state of mind and physically body.  Please join us this Wednesday, January 4, 2012 at 7:15pm (EVERY WEDNESDAY) at Seventh Chakra Yoga in Huntington Beach, CA 92646 and step into the healing womb of your own being as you commune with yourself and commune with your baby.

             "Pregnancy is one of the most special times in a woman's life. It is a time for nurturing, slowing down and learning to meditate, while being in the company of other mothers-to-be. These unique Prenatal Yoga Classes provide safe, simple and effective exercises designed to strengthen and relax your rapidly changing body, preparing you for a conscious childbirth. Join other pregnant women as you strengthen your physical body with yoga, and bring clarity and fearlessness to your mind through meditation, and free yourself with dance. 

             Kundalini Yoga and Meditation, as taught by Yogi Bhajan, is the cornerstone of our Prenatal Yoga classes, which go far beyond the physical realm of mere movement. Our prenatal program helps mothers-to-be discover a deeper sense of peace and harmony within, lifting blocks of fear, doubt and old conditioning out of pregnancy, birth, as well as life. Developing a meditative mind, she brings this to her birth experience, as well as to her family and home. Our goal... creating a more peaceful world through strong and conscious mothers. Come share with other women in community, as you strengthen your body, relax your mind, and trust in your own power and strength. All women at any stage in their pregnancy are welcome."  (by GBY)

           Love and Light,

           Angela

Does singing during labor help? What do you think? How did you birth? Let me know your thoughts.

Someone asked this question on facebook.  Does singing during labor help? My response was: Yes! singing in labor most definitely helps. I was with clients on a birth and my client loved for her husband to sing to her through her contractions in Hebrew. They sang in Hebrew and I hummed along. Now if you look at my profile, you will know that I am not Jewish... anyway, he had to go move the car. While he was gone she had another contraction and another and and another... I got to humming and making up words similar to what I thought he had been singing Halaheem, Hallahum, Hallaheem, Hallahum (they weren't really saying those words, you really had to be there, you get my drift). I'm laughing now just thinking back. Well my humming and mimicking was enough to have her catch the tune again and she started singing it during contractions and we kept it up until he got back, thank God. The things a doula will do to keep mama calm and focused! She was 8centimeters (the transition phase of labor, very intense time) and had a non-medicated birth. We sang her through!

Check out the attached video and see for yourself, just beautiful:   http://youtu.be/z3WA9iHz5ww
 Aaaaah yes, birth like this is so possible!

What would be your ideal birth experience? Please share your thoughts

Have you given birth to a child already?  Did you have the birth you envisioned in your mind?  If so how did you do this, if not, what happened where you did not birth as you secretly wanted to?

I would love to know your thoughts about this or your own personal experience.  I am a birth doula and I am quite curious as to what ways a woman decides to give birth.  I know of my own personal clients' experiences.  

I know many of my clients have truly wanted to birth naturally and others have wanted an epidural yet still wanted me as their doula.  I have asked the ones who chose the epidural, why they would want a doula when they were not going to "feel" the full experience of labor.  One client in particular (early in my practice) shared that she wanted to have my presence with her during her labor and birth of her child even if she ended up having a c-section.  I was skeptical to take her on as a client at first, but she convinced me that she wanted me with her.  She expressed to me that she had endured such a traumatic childhood with physical/emotional pain, neglect, abuse; and she did not want to have pain during her labor and childbirth.  She was still in counseling and quite clear as to what she wanted.  Oh, had I known then what I know now.  I will say this, she was an example for me on allowing individuals to have their own experience from their choices.  I simply accepted her choice and her journey.  She did get an epidural and ended up with a c-section.  There were no complications with the baby.  She dilated to about 3-4 cm and stayed there for many hours (12 or so).  When I saw her after the c-section, I had never seen a more happy pleased woman in my life.  She kept thanking me and I was not sure for what.  As I did not feel I had done a thing for her.  It is not always easy being in acceptance of another's journey when you know a natural or non-surgical birth was so possible.  This woman showed me that each woman births at her on level of conscious awareness about herself and her experiences.  Her perception of childbirth was what it was, even though she had educated herself through childbirth classes, counseling, long detailed sessions with me, she was clear she did not want to experience pain during the labor process.  This woman experienced her ideal childbirth experience.  I was not in agreement with her about getting an epidural right away, and she knew this, but I accepted her choice long before we got to the hospital.   Her childbirth experience was not "about me" but about how I could fully support her where she was.  I believe wholeheartedly in natural birth, however, sometimes the most well made plans materialize differently.  She, however, got exactly what she wanted and could envision for herself.

Doula Love'sCreation: 11 Pounds of Love!

Doula Love'sCreation: 11 Pounds of Love!: "March 29, 2011A Woman’s journey through Childbirth, Come What May She is Willing, Available and Ready… for her answer is always Yes! ..."

11 Pounds of Love!

March 29, 2011

A Woman’s journey through Childbirth, Come What May She is Willing, Available and Ready… for her answer is always Yes!

   What Does It Take for a Woman to give birth… and to give birth naturally at home?

             Many feelings are pouring through me now, I am in a Hallelujah moment of praise God, Praise God, Praise God and Thank you, thank you, thank you thank you Lord!  I am filled with love for my God, for mothers, all mothers and women who labor and give birth.  So many tears at the surface ready to explode from me because I witnessed God’s miraculous grace of birth yet again…. My Lord, my Lord.

            I must tell you, there is so much in my soul, so much in my heart, so much in the very seat of my existence.  I am ripe with the Spirit of Life coursing through my veins in this very moment.  Awed am I by the birth process, in complete adoration for my beloved client Sarah!   The Lord Thy God moved upon her, within her, around her, was her, is her!  Mother Earth, Divine Mother birthing Her beloved son from within her womb and Sarah repeatedly, resoundingly says Yes! Come what may! Yes! Come what may! Yes! No matter how long, Yes!  No matter that the previous birth was four hours, Yes!  For her child, she surrendered herself, gave it up and let go.  I will birth Holy Mother as you direct me!  I will so submerge myself into Your trust that I will not know myself, for I will only know myself as Thee, The Divine Feminine.   

              Just as You (Mother Earth) grow forth as a flower, a weed, a tree, a fruit from Your Womb of deep dark nurturing soil,  in spite of the conditions around You, You birth and do so naturally without, I may add fertilizer, or so called nutrients that man may give so that You can flourish more freely.  Mother Earth need not bother with such things, She can bring forth a speck of grass through a cemented slap of concrete five inches thick!   She will grow Her life and give birth in the most extraordinary circumstances… and “comfort” being the least importance of them all!  Mother will bring forth a green blade of grass through cement because She can.  She will travel along, just underneath the Earth’s surface, 5 inches below the cement until she finds a crack in the opening and she will come up from within the sliver of a crack to announce  I AM.  No barrier, no obstruction, no fire, no flood, no blizzard, will keep Mother from birthing my children!  I am the seed of Life and I will have My way!  I, Mother Earth, will shake, rattle, roll, weep through rain,  floods, blow through hurricanes, tornados, tsunamis, burn through fire to  realign the core of My soil (My Womb), so that My children within Earth, upon Earth will be safe and renewed.   It will look to the human eye like catastrophe and complete devastation!  But know this I Am always in labor somewhere in and around this World.   If the effects of My spinal adjustment at the Earth’s core is not felt yet in the West, it will be, in the North it will be, in the South, it will be, in the East it will be.  Japan is My child, as is this entire World, this entire Universe is My child/My Womb… because I AM.  I AM everything and I AM nothing all at the same time.  Don’t try to figure it out, it just IS.  When the pressure within and upon My Womb gets to be too much pressure, I Self-heal and realign Myself, My spine, My core. 

            As a woman labors, so do I.  My Uterus (Earth-Womb) contracts (earthquake), when My Uterus squeezes the life I carry within it (all of you, my children are squeezed and must breathe and birth).  I have a bloody show and My water breaks (tsunami, hurricanes, tornados, rain).   I will do what I have always done since the beginning of time (whenever that was) to continue to Self-heal, maintain balance, to be harmonious within My Universe.  You see, there is an Divine Order to all things.  As pressure builds, it must be released… so be it. 

          Not all babies make it through labor, not all human beings will make it through My labor and contractions.  It is not a bad thing, it is the way of Life.  I AM calling all to more loving, more heart-centeredness.   When man-made inventions become too heavy upon My Earth-Womb, I will adjust Myself and do what is natural and all children will adjust with their Mother.  Some go kicking and screaming, but no matter, the adjustment will take place sooner or later (in consciousness and physically).   I AM LOVE.  All of My children are Love.  I have birthed each of you from My Womb and made a home (Earth) for you.   The time will come when you will take care of your home (Earth) and truly know that all of your brothers and sisters are welcome upon it.   For I have deemed it so.  Now, your brothers and sisters in Japan, Libya are experiencing many challenges, pray, give, shed tears for them, hug them, love them and, let them know they have done nothing to deserve this.

          To My Beloved Child Sarah!  You give birth as I Direct!  You are a teacher and leader among women Sarah, a leader to women upon the planet who choose to give birth to their babies (My Beloved Children).  It was My energy that infused you, Sarah, My grace, My core, My strength.  Sarah said yes to Me, “the Divine Mother Earth,”  no matter what come,  she was  steadfast Mother to bring forth her earthly son through My Womb as her. 

     11 pounds of baby born naturally (no medication) at home is an incredible endeavor.  But when woman surrenders to the Divine I AM that she is, this I AM presence takes her over and  – she trusts herself, she trusts in Divine Mother… and together as one Sarah, we birthed Our son.  I am proud of you Spiritual Woman, Daughter of Mine!  Well Done! Well Done!  Well Done!

To be continued…..

This birth was a phenomenal experience for me and everyone involved.  I am still processing it.  Continue to tune in, as I will be share more stories, insights and photos.  Much Love, Angela 

The King is Born! Kingston!

Kingston

Born:  August, 2009

“The Story of Your Birth… by Auntie Doula”

Nothing like laughter during labor

Salsa dancing that baby down

Gotta keep the strength up

Prayer and meditation

"I'm right here baby"

Gotta love the midwifes!

Tenderness

Love, Support and Surrender

We really did it?  Kingston is here?  Thank you God!

Yeah! We really did it! First family photo

Me and my dad

Snuggling with my mom... so comfy

Sweeeet

Me and Auntie Doula... we were having a heatwave when I was born..whew!

It's so so so so hot! Got milk?

I'm a big boy now, even bigger then this!

Thanks for looking at my birth pics :-)

If you want, check out my story below

Beloved Child of God, Kingston,

                Greetings little one and welcome to this world!  Happy Birthday to you indeed!  It was an absolute joy, honor and privilege for me to be at your birth.  Thank you for choosing my presence to be with you and your mom and dad.  I am so grateful.

                I got a call from your dad on Sunday, August 30 at about 5:45 a.m.  I thought to myself, yes, I think this is finally it!  You see, for about a week, you  did a little peak-a-boo dance.  Your dad told me that the contractions were anywhere from 6-8 minutes apart.  I got myself together and high-tailed it up the 405 fwy to meet you face to face.   About 7:00am: I got to your home and your mom was lying across the birth ball on the floor.  She gave me the biggest hug (as if to say, help is here).   Sometime later, we decided to take a walk to help support your traveling south toward the light.

                Approximately 9:30am, your papa (as I love to call him), began making breakfast for everyone.  The labor day breakfast menu:  oatmeal w/bananas and raisons, turkey bacon, hash browns and juice.  Yum, yum!  Go Papa!  Mama happy!  Doula happy!  Kingston Happy!  Your mama ate quite heartily, I told her to slow down as I didn’t want any of that food to come back up too quickly.  Well, wouldn’t you know it, you were soooo happy that you got all comfy-like inside mama and took a nap.  Didn’t hear another peep out of you for 20-30mins.  Then you really got comfortable (and went into RAM sleep in the daytime!), because the contractions spaced out to about 40 minutes to an hour at one point.   Your mama says you take after your papa here, and he didn’t deny it either.

                Don’t remember the time now, but we all decided to walk again to support you on your journey through your mama.  When we returned from our walk (85-90 degree heat), it was quietly, yet collectively decided that it was nap time.   Later, I went to go check on your parents and they were curled up and napping hard.   I do believe it was your mother I heard snoring, and if she was snoring that meant you were snoring right along with her.

                Sometime later, your dad and your Grandma Janis went to the market to get a few things.  I went back into the room to be with your mom to have a “little” soul chat with her.  You see, Kingston, a big part of being a doula is listening to inner direction and guidance from the Higher Self (God).  Well, I was sensing that a soulful, tell the truth conversation was imminent.  I asked the Holy Spirit to help me with this conversation and It did.  Your mom, went inside herself and deeply explored her mental, emotional and spiritual bodies and pulled stuff up, pulled it out, looked at it, felt it, cried it out, let it go, forgave it and released it, to eventually come to loving and embracing it all. Later your dad came back from the store and joined her and supported her in completing her process of releasing and letting go..  I left the room to leave your parents with each other and suggested they play a song called,  “I Forgive Me” by Tim McAfee.   Good music is one of the ways to the heart, and this is where your mom remained through the rest of her labor with you, directly and consciously, at the very center of her heart.  Kingston, I believe it was during your parents’ alone time, that they moved to match your consciousness and vibration of oneness and completeness of your birthing experience. 

                After this deeply moving and beautiful experience, the contractions really began coming regularly, 11 mins apart, then 6-8, then they jumped to 3, then 2 minutes and sometimes 1 minute apart.  It was time to get going.  Your dad  got us to UCLA safe and sound.  The hospital experience could not have been more perfect, calm and serene.  It was one of the best hospital deliveries I have experienced to date.  The lights in the room were completely off and we got light from the outside window or a door cracked open just to reveal enough light to see.  Your dad had his i-phone and was playing a beautiful Wahe Guru chant. 

About your parents

                Your mom was laboring on her knees leaning forward over a table with pillows underneath her arms and head, with your dad holding steady before her.   Kingston, let me take this time to remind you of what I saw in your parents that day.   I saw two people who truly wanted and loved their baby, you.  Your father is made of the stuff and dreams that every pregnant and laboring woman wants to have by her side.  A man who is steady, strong and does not waiver when the tough gets going.  Your dad loved and nurtured your mom through every stage of her “laboring in love” for you.  Your dad would stand in quiet repose, in yoga we call it “tree pose.”  He was anchored to this earth, feet planted firmly, completely surrendering his body, mind, spirit to you and your mom, he gave every ounce of himself to hold her up, to be her strength, her confidant.  He was showing you, Kingston, what a man is, what a father is, what support looks like, what love looks like in this dimension.  I know, Kingston, that you already know what Love is.  You chose your mother, Kuwana and your father, Cory to usher you in and to help you be the fulfiller of your destiny.  You chose oh so well little one.    Now remember when I told you earlier how your mother did that inner work to get the labor moving more freely.  Your mother had committed to birthing you naturally into this world, meaning, no pain medications were to be given to her as she labored with you.  A woman who commits in this way to birth her child is saying yes to her child’s journey in complete surrender.   Kingston, know that you are supported on this earth.  Your mother trusted you, the Divine Knower within you, to completely use her body to fulfill your first goal and dream on this planet, which was to get through the birth canal.   Your mom showed such power, grace, love, passion, surrender in the midst of such intensity.  She leaned into your dad for his strength, when she had no physical strength to stand, and turned to her God-Self for everything else.  Your mom breathed deeply, moaned, swayed, spiraled her hips, “lost her mind” to move you down that birth canal.  When I say “lost her mind,” I mean that every woman has to “lose her mind” in labor if she is birthing naturally.  When the mind is lost (surrendered), a woman is fully in the experience of the body, yet not attached to it.   There came a point in your mom’s labor where she no longer made big movements to get comfortable when the contractions came, as she knew, no position at this point would help.   Your mom sat with her legs under her and slightly to the side.  She verbally sounded out the intensity of what she was experiencing within, and this is the ultimate place of where each woman must go, of where your mother went, to finally be able to hold you in her arms…. Surrender.

                To back track a bit, when we got to the hospital (about 7pm or so), your mom was already 4 centimeters dilated.  We were moved to the actual birthing room (a much bigger room) and we got your mom in the shower.  Your dad’s holding your mom up, she has her arms around his waist, bent over so that the shower jets were aimed on her lower back, and I’m standing to the side of your mom rubbing her back.  Yes, all three of us were standing in the shower,  your mom was naked and your dad and me had our clothes on getting wet.  When a woman labors, you have to do what you have to do.  After the shower the midwife checked your mom and she was about 6-7 centimeters dilated.  Around this time, your mom began pleading and begging us for drugs, that she didn’t think she could do it, that she would be okay with drugs, she needed strength to get through this, “I can’t do it, Lord Jesus, somebody help me, I need to sleep, I just want to rest, I need some help.  I want the epidural”   What your mom didn’t know was that these words were music to my ears, for I knew that she was going through the “transition” part of labor, the final stage before birthing you forth.  I “told” your mom that I would go find the midwife so that she could get some meds to rest a bit.   I came back and told your mom what the midwife said, that she would be in to check on her and us to go back to the shower until she was done with the other patient.  You see Kingston, I knew that the likelihood of your mom getting meds at this point were, “nil” but I didn’t tell this to her.   What I told your mom was, let’s get you into the shower and get through these next few contractions until the midwife comes to check you again.   That pacified your mom for a moment.   Needless to say,  a very short time after that, it was time for your mom to begin pushing you out.  Jumping ahead a bit, after you were born, your mom and I were talking I said something about her wanting the medications and I told her then that it wasn’t going to happen, as she was so close to delivering.  She looked at me and said, “So, you lied to me.”   I told her with a smile, “Desperate times calls for desperate measures.”  I didn’t actually lie to her, I just didn’t tell her the “whole” truth.  You see, Kingston, I knew your mom had the power and strength within her to birth you forth.  Many women in labor doubt during that transition phase of labor, it’s so part of being human and the birth experience.

                Kingston, the position your parents birthed you in was, I believe one of the best positions for couples to be in.  Your mom was on the bed squatting (as the bottom part of the bed drops lower than the upper part).  Your mom was squatting on this lower part with a bar in front of her to grip and hang onto in order to go deeper into the squat.  Your dad was sitting behind her, with his legs straddling on either side of her.  He gave her back support when she would come up out of the squat to rest after each push.  It was a beautiful sight to behold.    It was a great moment in our world when you came out!   The energy in the room was transcendent, high and filled with unseen beings of love and light.  Your head crowned out and your body was still inside your mom,  that was when your parents first got a glimpse of you.  Then, the rest of you came out, very quickly, and all I heard and saw were sounds of joy, tears flowing, your mom had you on her chest in less than 2 seconds.   She was crying and saying, “oh my God, oh my God, oh my God,  he’s so beautiful.”  Your dad was saying something similar to this and crying his eyes out in utter joy at your final arrival.   He was crying so deeply that I had to put the video camera down to go and give him a big hug.   Your parents’ hearts BURST wide open with love for you.  So much love that it was impossible not to shout, to cry, yell out in joy!  It was a profound moment.  These words I write don’t even scratch the surface of the depth of the emotion experienced on your birthday.

Your  Grandmothers!

                Which grandmother was more excited about your birth?  I could not tell you.  They both tie for first place.  After you were born, I went down to talk with them about how your mom and dad were doing.  They were too excited!  They even went into another room where they thought your mother was birthing you…. Oops!  When they finally got to see you, as you can tell from the pictures, they came in with cameras ready and smiles as big as the Grand Canyon!  They ooohed and awed over you.  Couldn’t believe you were so alert, eyes open, lifting your head, paying close attention, following voices.  I tell you!  You will lack for nothing with those two by your side.   It was time for us to leave the hospital, your grandmother Elaine was taking me and your grandmother Janis back to your home to sleep.   Now it’s about 2:30 in the morning and we are walking around UCLA trying to find where to pay the valet who parked the car.  They are walking at the speed of light and I am shuffling very slowly behind them.   I didn’t know grandmothers could move so fast.   I had been up for almost 24 hours and had been with your mom for 18 of those hours.  Your mom labored about 21 hours or so, and I think 6-7 of those hours were very intense.   I finally get to sleep at about 3:30am, only to be awaken (6:30am) by a noise that I could not quite make out, when I did make out the sound, I realized it was your Grandma Janis squealing in high delight talking to relatives back east about your arrival.  “My baby’s here, my baby’s here!”  

                Kingston, you come from grand, soulful and spiritually grounded parents and grandparents.  You are the Light that they have come to demonstrate on the planet.  You have healed so many in nine months of great anticipation of your presence.  You are first and foremost Pure Spirit, consciously aware and anchored to the Divine Father and anchored and grounded in Mother Earth.  Your life here will be so blessed and filled with your expression of creativity, the dancer that you are, the engineer that you are and anything else you choose to do.  Your name is strong, a man of Kings you are!  The Spirit and Love of God flows through your veins the very soul of you.  When you question yourself later in life, know that all answers you seek come from within you.  You will remember Kingston.  You are a seer of the unseen and will continue to see.  There are profound and incredible adventures ahead of you on this earth journey.  I know you  will make the most of each and every moment!  Have a glorious, happy, intelligent, fun-filled, laugh-filled and love-filled life little one.  You deserve all the gifts of the Kingdom…. and you have them right here inside you!

                Thank you for choosing me to be your doula and for healing my heart!  I Love you Kingston!  Love Your Auntie Doula

P.S.  Thanks for coming before school started… I appreciate that!

Beloved Child of God Kaiah! - Welcome!

  

 



Smiling in the midst of intensity 

 

 I think my world as I knew it is about to change

Joy

   Born, December 16, 2010, 6lbs, 15oz, 20in.
    Welcome dear one and Happy Birthday!  What a wonderful and glorious day for you to be born.  Your dad called me Thursday morning at 2:16a.m., we had all been in great anticipation and excitement waiting for you.  Your mom said she felt mild contractions (birth waves) around 12 midnight and these birth waves got more intense around 2:00 am., and your dad called me shortly thereafter.
   

     I was so honored to attend your birth Kaiah.  You are such a quiet, all knowing, conscious human being.  I know that you have an incredible and enlightened journey before you. You have within you all of the qualities that I mentioned,  above and then some... you are innocent, courageous, filled with strength, focused, determined, love, inner power, creative, intelligent, radiant and so much more.  Remember, Kaiah, why you have come here.  You are here to express your true Divinity, your true gifts of the Spirit, that which is your Destiny!  No one else has this gift(s) that you bring, only you can fulfill your Soul’s journey here.  Kaiah, you have all that you need within you to live a life in Truth, Love, Abundance, Health, Happiness and Gratitude.  Living in the Spirit comes naturally to you Kaiah, because Pure Spirit is who you truly are, who we all are. You dear one will remember this, know this, walk in this truth.  You are God’s Beloved Son - in

masculine form, here to live an absolutely profound and hugely imaginative Life!  

       Go ahead little one, laugh, giggle and crack yourself up in joy as you discover the profound life’s journeys ahead of you.  Enjoy your Life Kaiah! Live it well and have Fun! And remember, Love the Lord Thy God with all of your Heart, all of your soul and all of your Mind.  I love You, Auntie Doula